of blogging inferiority

Just finished browsing some blogs on Bloglovin.com. Well, I was thinking of joining the site, not exactly to promote this blog, but in my imagination realm, it would be great if somebody of relevance would drop by my blog and ask me to be a freelance writer considering that I’m pretty jobless (‘pretty’ to emphasise the SMALL amount of money that I get from teaching tuition on weekends-so, in short, THIS fact doesn’t count okay?)

 

Oh, a dreamer still, am I not?

 

I have registered on the site but due to extreme inferiority (yes, I compare my blog to theirs!), I decide not to let my blog becomes a laughing stock which would amuse anybody who is critical of the presentation of blogs.

 

After self-studying for about one hour before this post is created, one finding that I notice about the listed blogs on Bloglovin is that their blogs are mostly about fashion, young ladies, married or unmarried, self-modelling their favourite fashion items. Now, must I self-model my own thoughts in place of fashion items? That must have been very funny! Imagine if I have to take pictures of my various faces to prove that I’m thinking very seriously and post them in my blog. God, everyone is turning into visual-aided people. (ignore the grammatical errors, please!)

 

Sorry, this post is another emotional one. Maybe I’m getting bitter day by day. What’s a beauty to another has become a trash in my eyes. Sorry mate! Perhaps I’ll be more positive in the future, probably when I’m not spending too much time at home, communicating mostly virtually.

 

P/S: I have a few more chapters of ‘EMMA’ to finish today. I no longer hate the book